07 August 2009

Will u go out with a bad group of friends although....??

Will u go out with a bad group of friends although your friends are close to you?

I have noticed differences btw my two groups of friends after I had a long chat with mum (ytdy night). One group of friends (girls) who are close to me & know me well, & the other group of friends (boys&girls) who knows me a little but fun to join them sometimes. But I can see the differences btw them(: Their way of thinking, thoughts, attitudes & speaking are very different from me. It is hard to share my deep thoughts with them:( How sad! Hard to find a gd company of friends with a gd influence in this world too :(

I have a lifelong best friend who changes drastically after she entered secondary one :( I am worried abt her. I wonder how she's doing in school and her private life. I have known her for years. She was usually shy, meek and innocent towards others in her primary schooling days. But she changed slowly in sec one. I hope to see her old self one day.

See?? We all change when we are influenced by others. Be it good or bad. Be careful about who u are mixing with.... which groups of frens u prefer to go out with. Make sure they aren't in bad company or they make use of u sometimes!(: Make sure they are true to u. I think I really need to work on my weak area such as not letting others make use of me which mum pointed out. I felt a little uneasy 2day. (Cant reveal the reason why)... Sorry, my closest, understandable best friend is the one who knew the reason as I have talked a bit abt this subj with him today! *You know who I'm referring to!

Anyway, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! I dont want to dampen my spirits any further.